Chemo milestone: numero 20 and counting

This past week I hit a chemo milestone of sorts … the chemo treatment last week marked my twentieth bi-weekly treatment (with a week off here and there for vacation, recovery and good behavior … OK, maybe we better stick to just the first two) since I was diagnosed with Stage IV Metastatic Colon Cancer in August 2011.

That has included 10 intense chemo treatments and now 10 maintenance treatments.  The difference between intense and maintenance treatments is the exclusion of the oxaliplatin … believe me when I say I have not missed that drug or its nasty side effects.

Per my oncologist, since I am Stage IV (basically meaning the cancer has spread from the organ of origin to another organ … in my case from the colon to the right lung), short of one of God’s miracles (ALWAYS a possibility) biweekly chemo treatments are a part of my future til death do us part … and my hope is that is some far off point in the future.

August 11 will mark the one year anniversary of the discovery of the cancer in the midst of a sigmoid colectomy procedure/surgery (that due to the cancer mass resulted in a colostomy instead of reconnection).  In that time frame, we have have CT scans after every four treatments (next scan is August 13) and every time they have revealed the cancer is stable … it’s not shrinking … but praise the Lord … it’s not growing either!

The first year of this battle has been an incredible journey of faith … which I have shared much of on the blog.  God has been ever faithful … He has healed me when I needed healing … He has comforted me when I needed comforting … He has carried me in my weakness … He has strengthened me when I seemingly had no strength to go on … He has filled me with huge doses of hope in what many see as a hopeless situation.  Basically He has loved me throughout … and for that I am eternally thankful and ever hopeful.

He has made me more than a cancer survivor … He has made me a cancer warrior!

While I am coming up on the one year anniversary of this particular battle, it will also be five years since they removed a a section of my colon with a cancerous polyp (no subsequent chemo required) … so this really marks five years of victory IN Christ in the cancer wars …

Thank you Lord … may there be many more years in the battle!

Bernie

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About bwebbjr

A grandfather, father, husband, man, child of God who is following Christ Jesus and working out his salvation with fear and trembling; for it is God who is at work in me, both to will and to work for His good pleasure (Philippians 2:12-13) Member @12Stone Church Flowery Branch. In August 2011, in the midst of a colectomy surgery it was discovered and later confirmed that I had Stage IV metastatic colon cancer. The colectomy surgery instead became a colostomy surgery, which now means the colostomy bag is a part of my everyday life ... with the emphasis on life. God has given us a peace beyond understanding as my wife and I enter into this new stage of our life together. On September 26 I went through my first chemotherapy treatment. As a result, the subject matter and tone of this blog has changed a bit from its inception just a short time ago. In writing, I am often wrestling with my own personal struggles and beliefs and in the midst God leads me to a lesson He wants me to learn ... or sometimes He simply touches me in the revelation of Himself. My hope is that the result you see here might touch your heart and glorify God. And let me be clear ... I am not the only one with something to say. Please join in the conversation sharing your faith, your cancer experiences, etc. I would love to hear from you. Bernie
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2 Responses to Chemo milestone: numero 20 and counting

  1. jimdavenport says:

    Bernie,

    Be STRONG and POWERFUL in the Lord, Cancer Warrior!! … for “He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. ” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me (1 Corinthians 2:9).

    Jim D.

    • bwebbjr says:

      IN Christ Jesus indeed Jim, IN Christ Jesus! At times it seems like His power is amplified by my cancer … it has been an amazing journey over the past year. Lord willing, there are many more to come. Thanks for the encouraging comment Jim!

      Be blessed IN and BY Christ Jesus as Lord!

      Bernie

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